Since I can’t really just go bloat about this to everyone I have to let out my feelings here.. I am so incredibly in love it’s ridiculous. From the little kid butterflies to the late night texts, this feeling has been around for 2 years with him. He isn’t perfect but he is everything I need. I still feel the same intensity of our first kiss every time I come down to see him from college every 2 or so weeks. That feeling is just beyond words. “It feels as though my heart is about to beat out of my chest.” To believe that that hasn’t gone away in two years even through our ups and downs is amazing. He makes me so happy.
Most people don’t know the guy I fell in love with, at least not who is really is. They know him as something completely different. They don’t see the things I see, they don’t experience the kindness of his heart that I do. So for those who have told me to leave or move on, I completely understand your point of view, but through my experience and how well I know him, I will never regret staying.
You are my best friend and my true love.